JAMUAN PENUTUP

konon nye....

walaubagaimanapun (echeeee..), cume kak farah n una je yang dah finish exam.
kitorang bertiga ni yang terkontang-kanting lagi.
aku lagi lah...tak setle2 lagi bab exam yg teciciq tu..
sedeh je rase
dahnye..duduk la sorang2 dalam bilik ni, sbb rumate aku dah caw awal2..
maklumlah...dah habes exam, bakpe nak duk sini lagi. tambah pulak kene check out. mmg tinggal barang aku semata-mata dalam bilik ni..
ber + + + lah sedih (exam last ni mmg goreng lah nampaknye..tade mood dah, tgk korang balik)

so, mlm last before una nak balik, kitorang igt nak pg ikea, mkn meatball..
pastu tuka plan, nak makan makanan exotic pulak (ceh!!) makanan korea kat bangsar south..
last2 makan KFC kat mahsa je. (baru renovate) cantik..
malangnya tak ada gamba dlm kfc.
sapa nak snap, sume sebok makan, tak igt dunia dah..(yelah, lame dah tak hangout...masing2 byk kerje..nnt korang 3rd year rase la bende yg sama...klu yg dah rase tu phm2 je..)

semua yang sembang2 dlm tu (aku curi2 dgr) sembang bab bab exam..lagi2 sembang kat awek.. pheww..mesti cam bajet habis ah depan girlfrend. baru la macho kan..>e<

wehoo..

Favorite song for 24 hours only"

Knockin'

Freddie stroma 

I'm lost in a world that rattles my brain
I'm Cleaning up my life from the mess you made
Oh o, Whoa oh-oh o
My soul's in debt but my bills are paid
I'd give anything just to make an escape
oh-oh o, whoa oh-oh o
So you can keep knockin' knockin' knockin'
baby you're knockin'
but there ain't no way I'm ever letting you in
not again
so keep on knockin' knockin, knockin'
but baby you're better off walking
cause I ain't gonna let you in
never again
no not again

so, so long honey there's no debate
we lived in a dream then faced to fate
oh o, whoa oh-oh o
and  I scared to engage so I stare at the stage
and pour out my heart to the blank of a page
oh o, whoa oh-oh o

So you can keep knockin' knockin' knockin'
baby you're knockin'
but there ain't no way I'm ever letting you in
not again
so keep on knockin' knockin, knockin'
but baby you're better off walking
cause I ain't gonna let you in
never again

I went out on a limb again
I guess I had to lose to win
I was too confused to know which way to turn
and she could be a millionaire
be a model I don't care
cause baby there's nobody home
nobody home...YEAH

So you can keep knockin' knockin' knockin'
baby you're knockin'
but there ain't no way I'm ever letting you in
not again
so keep on knockin' knockin, knockin'
but baby you're better off walking
cause I ain't gonna let you in
never again
no not again

I feel boring..that's why ~

everyone do listen to song when there's so many notes and books to read..haha

just kidding.

I can listen and read at the same time...

some people can't!

I've been bless to have such a "special ability to sing and skip to the notes"
haha, kind of gifted..

whoa!!!
want the song? go get it yourself Buddy!

anyway, Freddie is a handsome guy~
admit it...(-  -)"

How much I love quote.

so, ape nak cerita kali ni.
hidup ko ni mmg dramatik sangat, tak larat nak dgr alasan kaw.

orang selalu suke complain, or mcm nak kondem2 kite...salahkan apa yang kita buat (wlupun hakikatnya memang ko buat bende salah...)

"KO SAPE!!! nak komen2 salah orang. mcm sendiri tak pernah buat silap."

klu aku ckp mcm ni, ustazah/ ustat mesti kate kita ni jenis tak boleh nak terima nasihat orang. tapi kalau dah tak tau sebab musabab, pastu sebok nak tegur2 orang, mmg lah aku rase nak tampa muke ko laju2 kan....

bg aku ayat ni seswaiiiii sangat utk orang mcm ni, yang suke komen2 orang. lagi satu kalau dah orang tarik muke lepas ko bagi ceramah, maksudnya care nasihat ko bagi tu salah! okey~ sila menuntut ilmu psychologist dulu. baru ko boleh poyo depan aku..

"You Know my name, 

not my story.

You know what I've done, 

not what I've been through."

amekaw!

ape ni, tetibe marah2~gile ke ape pompuan ni..
cani ceritanya, to tell you the truth, I born to be a careless person ever. even I'm sick about it too. tapi mcm orang lain jugak. aku buat bende mcm biase. tapi kadang2 something yang tibe2 jadi, bukan kehendak aku.

list kejadian2 careless mistake/ silly mistake I've ever done:

1. hilang kad bas (um) ngn kad bank dalam bas mase balik kampung
2. ter-lepas fllight
3. tinggal phone/ purse kat rumah 
4. tetinggal charger laptop di saat2 genting nak kene submit kerje
5. cicirkan purse kat shopping mall
6. tetinggal phone kat surau
7. tertinggal fail kat office orang
8. tetinggal payung (byk kali dah) n hilang
9. tetinggal tumbler..
10. this time, mistakenly see the time on the exam slip. dammmn

based on observation, cik ni suka terlupe or tertinggal barang di merata tempat..

tapi bukan aku yang nak die jadi, dah mase tu dia nak tercicir, or tak teringat..lagi satu, bukan hari2 aku tercicir barang..lainlah kalu hari2, mmg aku suke tinggal barang lah kan namenye..orang plak nak marah aku mcm aku pelempang muka die. bukan ke aku yang patutnye paling upset and sad.. sbb selalu ditimpa bad luck. dah lah hilang barang, kene marah pulak. bagi la cadangan or nasihat elok2. jangan nak sembur aku depan2..sbb ko tak tau what i've been through! (marah nampak.) Semua bende ni bukan senang nak solve. yelah, aku mestila kene mintak tolong dari orang coz aku tak mampu. cth nye: suruh abang aku bawak barang2 yang tertinggal tu.. or klu tercicir dompet, mintak lah tolong kakak bwk pg balai polis..pastu mintak emergency pocket money..lepastu nak mintak orang suruh temankan..I'M SOOO SORRY FOR BEING A JERK. menyusahkan orang mmg kepakaran aku.

sumpah sedih nak mampos..
exam is like something big yang everyone tak akan lupe or salah tgk tarikh or time
aku pun tak pernah kot nak salah2 tgk time, tapi kali ni aku tak tau kenapa..mate aku ditutup or aku yang cuai or mmg takdir aku nak kene merasa "sweet memory" ni...

dengan selamba aku ckp ngn rumate aku " kite pegi same taw..exam kite pon pukul 11.30..
pastuu...

"una pernah tak dengar ade orang salah tarikh pegi exam..or lambat?"
"hehehe, kesiannye orang tu kan.."

.."fuihhhh,, mintak dijauhkan..."

tetibe rase nak cek slip exam..kot2 lah tersalah hari kan~ huhu
ok yang ni mmg shocking wave betul..huhahuha..

"una...ce tgk ni, exam kite..sob..sob.."
kenapenye?

pukul 8:30!!!!!!

I'm totally out of mind..call kawan, mintak suggestion..

call office and yelling 

"HELLP ME........"

"ask my friend, what should I do?"

Office says, the only thing I can do to save my hard work is give them surat sakit a.k.a.MC.

WHOT? aku tak sakit mcm mane nak mintak surat sakit..and only surat dr hospital kerajaan/klinik 1 malaysia sahaja okeyy

now, WHAT should I do.

kawan aku kate "makan julap" huh....

Sampai cam tu skali.. wajib ke?

option lain jatuh tangge..

or pegi rendam muka dalam baldi...

or pegi share makanan dengan cik monyet. 

so that nanti keracunan makanan.

semua bende ni mcm:

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG 

sangat gile. 

tak sanggup..

finally decided untuk menipu. oK, ckp senggugut (perempuan kan..kind of advantage) or gastrik...
siyes, tak pandai menipu and lagi satu muka aku ni mmg sejak lahir pon senyum, sengeh memanjang.. susah nak stop wlupun tgh menangis boleh sambil senyum..aku slalu kot buat. tapi tade la sampai orang kate aku ni cacat pulak..

satu hari tggu kat PPUM..dari x sakit, sampai sakit kepale aku tggu..akhirnya selama 4 jam menunggu..aku dapat surat sakit...wow. aku ckp kat dokter, tadi pagi sakit..sbb tggu lame sgt sampai dah tak sakit.
logik kan..wawaawa. nasibla dpt dokter lemah lembut..tq dokter.

now, the biggest problem is tak tau sameade boleh lepas tak re-sit exam ni. it's so freaky.

tomoro I'm going to faced muke prof ameritus
(kerani kat pejabat tu yang selalu nak hentam aku..lagi2 yang buat problem..dgn alasan
"tersalah tgk masa")

semuanya ada hikmah....

it so true...

the other things I learned so much for today is...

so much thanks f0r those who help me for today's deal. trah, melly, kak ana.....mekasihh sangat2..small help means big to me. wlupun hari ni aku tak boleh nak repay jasa korang, but I'll keep my promise to myself, I'll help you out one day...coz' that's what friends being mean.
may god bless you guys..always. (bluesss)
ow..ow... ade surat utk saye rupenye..

thank you........T-T.
I'm so touched!

and finally, I would like to say this to myself:

18/06/13
10:48 a.m.
in sm3-04 (room)

penat, baru balik jumpe prof. emeritus..bla..bla..bla...
"dah la nak merayu orang nak cakap ni tak nak dengar" totototototototot.....
laju betul die cakap, smpi dalam hati pon tak terkate..aku tak kate ape pon!!!
jezz......
klu tak sebab nk exam balik, lame dah aku ..
taktaktak...tak hingin aku jalan jauh2 semate nak nengok muka kaw. puihh

tape la..kali ni je

katenye aku boleh exam balik, tapi soalan lain, time minggu exam dah over, baru boleh exam balik..& bla...bla..to the bla...
what so ever, asalkan dpt result cantik.

end of report.

Temptation during exam week..

arghhhh....exam week just coming again. Today I just finished 2 examination paypers and it was great. hahha..you can call me poyo or smash my mouth. 

Alhamdulillah, I don't know, why this semester my examination week seem very smooth. 

usually I just be like a zombie
 study hard,
my hearth keep fluttering (you know that!)
moody. stay out from movies, dramas, games and phone or novel...anything which can makes your result looks gorgeous  (like strait Ds... )

I tell you, I do every "don'ts" during examination weeks. I keep holding my PSP, I download a new movie (and crying, It's just because the movie is so good), I watch a drama, I sleep well and non stop eating and chatting. 

I don't feel that feeling..what feeling? 

feeling like you want to stop the time and run away...from exam

why? 

what's wrong with me anyway? 

I guess it's becoz I experienced doing thesis and I submitted it. that's why I feel good without noticing that I am in a grave danger. 

now I have another 2 papers left. but..I still has 1 unfinished assignment. again!

being a student simply like living a hell.. nope! student is better than hell. merapu la tu!

I decided to discuss about movie.

what kind of movie that you like? me?

I like all genre (except porn movie...bodoh)

dah penat ckp mat salleh...(rehat jap)

I love the movies that can give something to you. school students called it 'moral value'..

wawawah~ watching movies can be good or bad. but I prefer a good one. here some list of movies I watched like 1000 times. get crazy~

My sister's keeper

My parents trap

Bridge to Terabithia

Growns up

Life as we know it

Odd life of Timothy Green..

home alone 1, 2 and 3. 

Huh..all these movies were good. why, less sex scene. (if there is, you could skip it),. it's all about friendship, family, love and the soft feeling of relationships. sometimes there's someone you just love very much, but the nature separating the ties. ahh...so sad la~ forgiveness, jump to the first meeting, responsibility, sisters..okey it's all about pure love and life. I do watch superman , batman, avengers and action movies. but it just not enough and not giving me a hit! hohohoho....

try watch it and for someone who just like me, you know me best!

I cried so much watching my sister's keeper, bridge to terabithia, and my parents trap..let's join the cry club...and try collect how many liter's of tears you can produce...

Leaving!

wow.. lamenye tak updaye belog ni.
bz giler, sumpah!! mmg banyak kerje. susah btol jadi student ni. tobat dah aku, tamau amik master.
anyway, skarang ni minggu study week, mggu depan ni dah stat menggile dgn exam pulak, sedangkan asaimen aku pon tak siap lagi..
nasib la kiah oi~

sbb sekarang ni dah dinabotkan sebagai nenek tua atau "kakak" oleh adik-adik junior. so saye bakal meninggalkan bilik kesayangan ni, and move out to the other room next sem.

alahai..tggl satu sem je lagi, pastu dah habis.
tanaktanaktanaktanaktanak....aku tanak jadi tue.

oke sbb aku rasa bilik kali ni sgt cantik dan mcm lovely gitu..so agak sayang nak pindah next sem. harap2 dapat bilik yang sama. klu tak pun nak stay kat tingkat 3. wuhh.

since dari first year lagi. mmg duk level3, tak pernah pindah level lain or blok lain.
KK9, UM ni located kat seksyen 14, PJ. SPECIAL tahu! stiap hari jalan kaki pegi KL. fulamak, mcm roadrunner pulak. lagipun 9th college dekat dengan KFC, dkt dengan Jaya One...haeven bebeh. jalan kaki je, tak payah naik bas segala. well, tu pun kalu rajin la nak jalan kaki pegi Jaya One.

katil yang slalu memanggil2 suruh aku baring...sayang die..tuihh

meje ni, sbb nak masuk belog je nampak kemas, klu tak besepah nak mampos. hipokrit.

nilah tempat study aku..beguling2..tido ka cni..perghh..study hard nampak!

killer view. yang ni yang paling best skali..slalunye mesti nampak firework. syok tgk scenery yg cantik canni. ni yang betambah sayang nak pindah kluar ni. nyamuk pon tadak, agaknye tak larat nak terobang tinggi2.

tu je nak cerita. nanti rindu2 boleh tgk balik. wahahahha, apahal nak taching sangat.
ye lah, dah 3 taun aku duk sini. pastu suruh aku caw..mmg la aku sedeh thp gaban. tape la
life moves on, aku pon moves on la...

ok
bai

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