Just a diary

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Akhirnya khatam jugak tgk drama “ｍｙ ＩＤ ｉｓ ＧａｎｇｎａｍＢｅａｔｙ"♡ .. after dah bertahun- tahun tak layan Kdrama mcm zaman kolej dulu-dulu. Satu mlm boleh tahan mata sebab nak habiskan tgk drama. Haih.. benda dah tak sama macam dulu.. need to reconsider many things, that’s why la tak dptt nak marathon sampai habis, esok kan kerja. 

Sebenanya saje je up post pasal benda tak penting kat sini. Sebab aku tau bukan ade org bace pon blog ni. Well bagusla pun. Boleh buat macam private diary tahpape without thinking about views and content whatsoever.

Aku sebenanya perasan, aku cepat copy something. I mean something yang betul2 attractive in my perspective la. Especially movies or drama. Sebab dulu masa zaman kat kolej, bila esok ada presentation in English aku akan tgk movie English especially my fav movie la.. aku akan suddenly fluent when I talk. Include the ecsent (camne ntah eja) bunyi die skali la maksud aku. Aku boleh jadi 대박 so suddenly. Boleh tiru british english, Korean language too. Masa zaman aku skolah dulu drama taiwan mcm F4 flower boy and sonon tu lagi la, aku punya mandarin improve and zaman anime aku byk tau japan 🇯🇵 language. Perghh,, Adakah itu satu gift.. wahhhhh.. tapi aku tak ada make out something from it thought. It’s just rahsia aku.  Lagi fresh ko tgk video tu lagi hebat effect die. It’s like magic powder yang tak bertahan lama. Kalau nak hebat sentiasa so kene la selalu tgk video tu. 

Kadang-kadang aku terfikir, itu sejenis kecelaruan identiti ke ? Hmm.. its not serious though. But carefully 생각하면 마냑게 ..(쓰는거 맞아?!) ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ kalau difikirkan betul2 I might loose identity if aku betul2 terpengaruh la.. Alhamdulillah la aku tak amalkan benda ni.

Btw cerita korea yg aku tgk tu best. Ada lesson yang aku blajar, well I am one of the people yang fikir plastic surgery is bad. Well kalau dari sudut agama it is.. tapi I should stop looking gross at them.. I never was but deep inside my mind ada terdetik sikit la. Well it depend on that person and thier environment which shapes a person. So kalau macam aku, yang utama don’t changed your physical la.. tapi kalau diorang decide to change then itu hak dia. Pasal balasan Tuhan tu atas dia la kan..

Well thats all aku nak tulis ..